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sometime life takes a turn for the worst ;
&everything goes wrong.
but if we hold on , have faith in ourselves ,
we can turn it around -
you just have to believe.
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just got home from northshore , so mfcking tired. jellie was in my class today ; talked through all of maths &science , but worked during english cause our english teacher is fat and scary LOLOL. school was pretty fun , lunch was seriously so funny. i laughed for the entire like , fourty minutes. ohmygosh. D: fiona taught us how to asian squat ‘ properly ‘ hahaha. then jellie told us epic stories of her and those asian toilets. -laughs hardout-
yeah it was really funnnnnnnny. -runs around- and now im sitting here , deciding whether i should go shower or not , &whether i should watch a movie or just msn later. tomorrow is study day , i haz to get a veddy good report card. cept i think thats not possible , cause i like never pay attention in class , resulting in the teachers disliking me , which kinda sucks. -sigh- need to do my chink homework also , or my teacher will murder me.
was webcamming with chiachen , i swear he makes me LOL so much hahaha , epic kid. ( L ) &now me and toan are planning our mid year holidays. my goodness , cant wait till he comes brisbane. i swear his mind is so twisted , but then again , its okay cause hes so fucking funny. ohohoho. miss you dearest cousin , we can go do waht we planned to do when you visit. ;] kay , i should really shoosh and go shower. goodnight my dears.
; graceeeee.
because youre stuck in my head like my favorite song ,
you put the scene on pause , it still plays on.
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short post today – okay , i officially hate school. seriously , all the teachers are so bladdy gay. i have so much tests , in class essays , &assignments due before end of term. and i cant go back to taiwan in the holidays , cause apparently swine flu is everywhere. yeah , everywhere except state high. alksjdlfslf , stupid mum. -pissed off face- okay , i will skip the school part , cause it was friggin boring. but but but , saw jake after school. -runs around-
the lady next to me was reading porn. kind of. jake was perving on some guy , &i was trying to pull out his split ends. wow , interesting bus trips we have. D: hmm. saw emme at plaza after school , she quit work. jap tutor was gay , had two tests. yuss , testing for the entire two hours. complaind to kuroda , talked to chrissie , and now im dying at the thought of northshore tomorrow. ; okay i dont wanna type anymore , too lazy. (:
; graceeeee.
when i thought there was nothing left to say ,
you looked back and took my breath away.
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im so bladdy tired its not even funny. hardout chem’d last night , and finished it. woooooo ! 3300 words bitch , chyeaaaaaah. (H) basically blabbed for like , the whole report. D: but wahtever , cbf anymore. chemistry should go die in a hole. -rageragerage- mm , today was okay. school went by so bladdy slow , english teacher hardcore raged hahaha. i swear shes so random , yet funny as. got my english result back , gaygaygay. i fail at english. TT
after school , walked to busstop and bused home. fiona went to southbank for sexytime with kwah. showered , ate , printed chem , &then started msning and stuff. jakes net died , so talked to him on the phone while looking for my jap shit. my phone refused to charge so i had to redo it like 198379213 times before it worked. -sigh- in the meantime , he started scaring me , bladdy bitch. -stabs- wanna try blogspot , cept its so hardddddddd. D: .. now i have to study for jap test tomorrow. fml man , fml.
that even if we fight a million times over little things ,
we can still make it better.
i meant waht i said when i gave you that promise ring ,
imma love you forever. ♪
; graceeeee.
forever and ever.
cause every little thing you do ,
just makes me wanna be with you.
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rahhhhh. today was pretty fun , the bus trip home was epic. (: had a jap test in the morning ; studied for like three minutes , but it turned out to be veddy easy. D: we had a sub for english ; a sub who happens to be my old english teacher , and also happens to remember my name. she scares me , a lot. then , had bom last. it went by pretty quickly , all we did was write down some anti – discrimination commission queensland thing.
its like , a law to um .. anti – discriminate. smellme was talking so much , hes probly an expert at this subject. -discriminates his pants- fiona started drawing on my hand , and everybody started yelling across the room. smellme just continued talking LOL. after school , was gonna go city to get credit but ended up cbfing. might go another day. -sigh- need to change my phone plan thing , i swear i run out of credit every 10 days. -dies-
caught the 150 home with everyone , stupid people screaming after the bus like its some famous person. started playing a game after fiona suggested it – it ended up being so friggin funny. i swear we are so loud. 8D fitted like thirteen people or something in the back two rows , bladdy fatties. (: sat on rena until some people got off at garbo. thomas humped himself as a result of losing LAWL , cept nobody poledanced like he wanted them to hahaha.
i really need to shower , do my chem , then study for fucking jap test on thursday. i dislike kuroda , he makes my life so hard. TT i wanna go movieworld this saturday with emme , cept dno if her mum would take us. upload photos after i finish all this shit. -sigh- queens birthday holiday in week eight i think , and test week also week eight. oh gosh , the wonderful feeling of having tests &assignments chasing after you for end of term. .. my mouse is oily. ew , gonna go shower now , night kids. :]
; graceeeee.
a lie that draws a smile ,
or the truth that draws a tear -
which one do you pick ?
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school was boring , nothing happened. everyone seemed down today , not veddy good. -sigh- juicy thinks im deaf cause i turn my music all the way up. D: did chemistry for like , the entire week , &still havent finished. i procrastinate too much. TT just realised the existence of that word today , after rena and christine laughed at me. stuff you both , im gonna google that. (: jakes at straddy atm , was on the phone with him just then ; he said theyre fishing for sharks LAWLLLLLL. awmygod , i miss him so much.
procrastination is a behaviour which is characterized by deferment of actions or tasks to a later time ; to put off till another day or time ; defer ; delay. love , from google. hmm .. therefore , i am procrastinating. lets all procrastinate , and we can be .. procrastination ? wdf , i dont like this word. -continues procrastinating- okay im gonna stop , and actually do chem now. weeeee , that word sounds so smart. 8D kay bye. -drinks apple juice-
; graceeeee.
i love you ;
more than anyone ever did , do or will.
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the weathers really funny these days ; its like , rain sunshine rain sunshine rain .. etc. had chink school today , but it was only c&g. emme had a piano exam or something. D: talked to chrissie all through the three periods , and basically raged to her about everything. then she raged , and told me a reaaaaally suss story hahaha. gosh , i love bitching to her , shes like my bestfriend forever. (:
i will not continue bitching anymore , too lazy. some immature faggots like to keep doing it publicly though , and ask other people to join in. pretty funny really , when they dont even know you. fuck you bitch , i hope something drops down from a construction site or something and hit you. so your face fucks up more than it already is. me and chrissie are gonna be builders when we grow up , and chuck things at people. (: im such a bitch , but it takes a bitch to know a bitch , so its all good mate.
anyways , heres waht we did – ate m&ms , stole chrissies comic and refused to give it back , listened to my ipod , lied down on the floor , touched a really disgusting basketball , camwhored , got amused at being able to hold up pens with our lips. i swear , so much fun shit happens when im with chrissie , even at the boringest places. ( L ) we joined in the massive class conversation for the last half an hour , but all i did was argue with william about who was more skinnier hahaha , stupid kid.
wanted to change to blogspot since luquie said it was better , but now icbf anymore , its too confusing. got chem to do , and so many movies i wanna watch. im gonna finish this 1500 word piece of shit , then go watch tv and be happy. jakes going camp tomorrow , gonna miss him. ( U ) before i shuttup and go do my assignment , i wanna state that – I LOVE YASMIN. yeah , a whole fucking lot , shes my superrrrrrman. ♥ upload photos later , kay bye bitches.
; graceeeee.
ill say whats on my mind , i dont care if it offends you ;
and if i dont like you , trust me , i wont pretend to.
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yeahs , i wont , unlike someone used to. :] okay , public bitching ends after this sentence. wahtever , im so fucking bored right now. watched bring it on till like 2am this morning with alice , it was really boring. D: woke up , &fiona called me. 8D which reminds me , i have chink school tmrw. -sigh- really wanna go grand plaza , but dno if my daddy will take us. TT still havent started my chem assignment , its due in exactly five days. only grade ten , and i think im already stressing. .. or maybe im just lazy.
oh and , i just wanna put something here before i go annoy my dad. thank you chiachen , for being the worlds greatest bestfriend. youve always stayed by my side , through everything &anything. all the times i stressed , cried , bitched , laughed , smiled – you were there for me. i really dont know where i would be without you , and id do anything to see you happy. dont give up , you taught me that , remember. i love you , more than words can explain. thank you again , just for being my bestfriend. ( L )
also , thankyou to everyone else , for everything you guys did for me. ;D hahaha , love you all so much , forever forever forever dears. I MISS JAKEEEEEEEE. -dies- mmm. ill blog later , if anything else happens. bye faggots.
okay , it is now 535pm. just got back from grand plaza , everything was closed when we left – it was fucking freezing &dark. TT didnt really buy anything , except for m&ms , present for my dearest mummy ( idno why ) , and kfc. my mum is so immature i swear , she taxed half my kfc , &then refused to gimme her chocolate. so i started eating my m&ms , and she was like ooh gimme LOLOLOL.
then she was like , im thirsty go buy a drink. so i was gonna get her coffee , but thennnnnn , coffee club was closed. so she changed the topic to my mascara. after she played with my makeup , got really amused by the eyelash curler , she decided to diss alice HAHAHAHA. shes like , i think alice is adopted. -turns to alice- you were ugly when you were little. then alice was like , stuff you LOLLLLLLLLL. omg i was laughing so much. D: i love my mummy. (:
then now im home , and i have decided that i will do chemistry tonight no matter waht. then after chem , im gonna watch the notebook with alice and then go to bed and die there peacefully. -sigh- chink school tmrw , then school the day after. i tried convincing my parents to let me go overseas in june , but nope , they want to go december. which means i get to spend my 16th birthday with a bunch of stupid asians. TT ahh , my life is so wonderfulllllllll.
; graceeeee.
